I've struggled with past decisions, & where they've taken me, for a good long while now. I (like so many people) have let that little voice of worry/reason/doubt talk me out of some really great opportunities; boats I waved past in the night because the waters felt uncertain. But, I'm really tired of this feeling.
I have to do something. Change something. Live larger.
I'm trying to wrap my head around how to follow my dream/s (at least one) and not let down the amazing little people who depend on me in the process. Heck, I feel like I barely survive the everyday that I have now. How in the world will I *not* fail at juggling more?
It's obvious to me that I have to work on my huge fear-of-failure/fear-of-success issues. Though I have no clue where to begin.
And that's what is occupying my mind at 3 AM, while I lie in bed in the dark.
I may never get to sleep tonight, but at least I finally know what direction I'll take my 10 AM appointment today.
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